In my darkest hours, I could not foresee that the tide could turn so fast to this degree

Please, please forgive me. If I had even known I would sink so low, I would have done this so very long ago. I promised myself I would never, ever make this same mistake---and I will hold true to my word. I am.

You will never see me again. Hear me again. Feel me again. When I lay cold in the ground, only then will I cease to haunt you, only then will things be set right. Only then will you be truly safe from me. I will never come back for you.

Sweet beverage touches my lips, but sweeter is the darkness soon to follow. Nevermore, nevermore will I have to worry, will you have to fear. I won’t do this, I won’t. This is the last thing I can trust about myself. My resolution will bring this to an end.

It has to.


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What does loyalty even mean anymore?

I can’t say I really remember ever being loyal to anyone or anything except myself. All my life has been just ‘gain trust, act innocent, betray’, rinse and repeat. I can never seem to truly dedicate myself to someone other than me.

And now I can’t get to trust anyone either. I just can’t. Why should I? If I can’t trust myself to stay loyal to someone else, why in the world would anyone be loyal to me?


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#250 - Octopus

“...Octopus?”

I hadn’t really expected that, not really. I mean, I might be a fish and all, but a stuffed octopus?

It’s purple, with light blue blushes on its cheeks, and big, teary eyes. It has a painted mouth, curled upwards in a smile, even though, you know, octopuses wouldn’t have their mouth on the front like that and they wouldn’t be smiling. Still, it’s…

Oh god. It’s rather cute.

….There, I said it. What’s the world coming to?


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